pain – Living Outside the Boat

Gas(or)light(?)

You cut my heart in a million pieces. Twisted my reality in myriad ways. Who am I and what is real Today I barely know. What I remember is that it was my fault. Always. Somehow it still is… or so they say. By the time I had enough, it was like nothing ever happened,…

Rewriting the script

A memory from the past Awoke me this morning. It was more like time traveling – through a dream – In a world where I was 14, And didn’t trust a single soul. Oh, what a troubled time! I had people around me, I can’t say I was alone. But every single one of them…

He wept.

Lazarus is dead, He said. “My friends, this is an opportunity for you to see who I am; …to learn to trust Me. Come, let’s go see him”, He said. But all they heard was: “we’re going back to the place where they threatened to kill us” “Let’s go so that we can die with…