We hold inside a lot of aches. A lot of “what if”-s and “but, maybe”-s. A few “if only”-s, a lot of “I wish”. And one or two of “I won’t” “can’t let this go” “can’t let this die” “can’t let this stay in the past” “I’ll carry it with me, forever” “I refuse to…
Tag: life
Self-love
Today I met a young, exhausted, girl in my wandering through my memories. I looked her deeply in the face and recognized myself. She was in constant turmoil. Every five seconds she was asking herself if she has done enough or if she has completely messed up the future; what if someone from the future…
On my heart
For so long I have been looking At the gold traces around my heart. I thought at first that they are there Just to keep it all together. As I kept looking in their direction, They began resembling a map. But a map of what? Some kind of treasure? Trying to make sense of this,…
The God Of Selah
I got caught up in my busy own world Trying to outrun time and get things done And in the middle of my chasing I heard God say “Selah!”. My whole world froze. I was like in a raging storm, Just tossed around by violent winds, Torn in between a dream and a rock And…
Another November.
Oh, how time merges with life in such a way that you can barely feel your passing through it. Here I am, 34 Novembers and counting. There has been so much life lived, so many things seen, so many people befriended and a huge number of feelings felt that I can hardly believe that it’s…
Hey David, I have your words.
What a wild thought! You lived on Earth thousands of years agoYet here I am, holding your words.And not just me, but the whole world,From one end to the other! You bled your heart out on that paperAs you dug yourself from despair’s depthAnd dove yourself with immense expectationInto The One Who Holds Your Heart…
Dear brain,
Why won’t you believe God? What makes you a better judge than Him? Is it experience? Who made her God? Is it your judgement? Who made you God? How come you think that “you” is all there is? What about feelings? What about imagination? What about the unknown things? The world is so much bigger…
Every day
Every day, without cease, I will worship You! Some days my worship goes to You in a form of a smile, worshipping The God Who Was.Other days, it takes the form of a song, worsipping The God Who Is.Many times, it transforms in a sigh from deep within, worshipping The God Who Is To Come….
Living Outside the Boat 