Today I met a young, exhausted, girl in my wandering through my memories. I looked her deeply in the face and recognized myself. She was in constant turmoil. Every five seconds she was asking herself if she has done enough or if she has completely messed up the future; what if someone from the future…
Intermission.
Take the time. Everyone will stare and expect to keep on entertaining. But leave it all there and take that time to rest your whole being, not just your soul. People will still be there when you come back. The show will go on – with or without breaks. Take your break. Rest sparks creativity….
Not a man.
I kept a guarded heart and a fearful soul.I could never see You as they said You were.I was vigilant in every step I took,And walked my walk in hyper alert.The image I had of YouWas of a Sovereign Judge -Someone who’s heart can only be persuadedThrough discipline and sacrifice. A ‘love’ fully conditioned. A…
Inner thoughts
Hello, my dear present self. There’s really no need to go back To where you were, Or what you did, Or who you’ve been. You can express the one within Who’s eager to respond to Him. The one who’s looking for new things, And grows through new experiences. There’s no more sand beneath your feet….
Rewriting the script
A memory from the past Awoke me this morning. It was more like time traveling – through a dream – In a world where I was 14, And didn’t trust a single soul. Oh, what a troubled time! I had people around me, I can’t say I was alone. But every single one of them…
On my heart
For so long I have been looking At the gold traces around my heart. I thought at first that they are there Just to keep it all together. As I kept looking in their direction, They began resembling a map. But a map of what? Some kind of treasure? Trying to make sense of this,…
The Potter and the Clay
– the clay’s perspective – This wheel is spinning so fast! If these hands would not hold me, I would be scattered all over. I would waste away. Sometimes I become so rigid I can’t take one more thumb. And in that place of can’t-ness He sprinkles me with water. His goodness melts my heart….
On the lookout
I keep seeing everything through the lens of who I am And I can’t seem to be able to see the unlabeled You. The You to whom my heart can fall apart to. The You that feels much deeper than I do. The You that exceeds the furthest boundaries of my reason. The You to…
Alabaster heart
My Kingdom for a Bride! My life in her hands. My roar in her sound. My power in her skills. My all for her all! My heart responds to hers. I’ll match her love, ten times and more. I’ll gift her with extravagance. I’ll meet her up into the sky And bring her to My…
Living Outside the Boat 